I Finally Know

Why do I love this girl so,

This girl that I really don't know?

She lies to me now, she did it from the start,

Yet still I continue to offer my heart.

Never have I felt a love so strong,

How could I have been so wrong?

She insists that she loves me, but it's plain to see, with me is 

Not where she wants to be.

Time and time again, I fall for her game,

I know my life will never be the same.

For I have never wanted someone so bad,

My heart aches for her- I feel so sad.

Tears stream down as I write how I feel,

It's so hard to face that her love wasn't real.

I know I should hate her, God knows how I've tried,

She’s made such a fool of me, she's cheated and lied.

For her, I once thanked the Lord above,

Now, I just pray I'll forget my love.

Soon she'll be out of here, away from this place,

How my heart breaks when I see her face.

Once October comes, I will see her no more,

Never again will she knock at my door.

Why Did I love this girl so?

She never loved me.

That...I finally know.