Obsessed

Although I understand I can do nothing

To change the mistakes I've made

I hope when you read this you'll realize the truth

In what I'm about to say.

I'm not going to try to cover it up

Like many other people will do --

Instead I'll tell you I'm honest in saying

That all I want is you.

So many nights I've lain sleepless in bed

Meditating on your face

But I just can't face up to the fact

That in reality I've lost the race.

I doubt I could live without you around,

You mean the whole world to me --

If I could go anywhere on Earth

In your arms is where I'd want to be.

Too many tears have streamed down my face

To not let you know how I feel

At times it seems this whole thing is a dream

Until I remember. . . it's real.

I wish there was some way I could prove to you

How special I think you are

I'm tired of keeping these feelings inside --

It's gone way too far.

Never have I felt what I'm feeling right now --

You've put me in a trance

I promise I won't make you regret it

If you give me just half a chance.

I really don't think you fully understand

How much I care for you

But for some reason I get the feeling

That there's nothing I can really do.

I wouldn't think twice about giving my life

Just to keep you from harm

You're so much more perfect than I'll ever be --

Your voice, your smile, your charm.

You're all I ever think of anymore

When I hope or dream or cry

Countless times I've been thinking of you

Wishing I could die.

You don't understand how you've changed my life

I'll never be the same

You're more precious to me than all the money in the world

All the glory or power or fame.

I'd gladly give every single thing I own

Just to prove how much I care --

I'll never find anyone as perfect as you

You're far beyond compare.

There's really nothing else I can do

I guess this is the end

But before I stop I want to tell you

That you're an incredible friend.

I only have one more thing to say

That I really want you to know --

You'll always be an angel in my eyes

No matter where you go.

But no matter what people think of you --

If you're feeling lonely and sad,

Or if you can't think of any reason to live

And life is terribly bad

Or if you feel like you can't go on

Just remember that what I'm saying is true:

I don't care at all what happens, --

I'll still love you.